Ok it has been a long time since I wrote anything sorry to all of you for that. I have just not been feeling like writting anything. I have just been able to get though one day at times. I went and saw my rumologist again and he gave me some new pain meds and now I am feeling some what better. I have also thought that I was going to start walking it make me feel better, but it only made it worse for me. I walked with the kids and Issac on Monday for family night and on Tuesday I walked a little with the kids and then went to mitual with the youth and then when I was done with work on Thursday I came home and was in a lot of pain my left legg bone was hurting and felt like it was on fire. I decied to go and tak a bath that seems to make me feel better. It helped and I was glad it feel better. (Sorry that I keep talking about this, but it is my journal after all). The week beofre I worked 25 hours I think that it part of the reason that I was in some pain.